It was such a long time i didnt write my blog, it is all due to the slow connection in the cyber cafe of KMNS and the number of PC here was just around 30+ which is really not enough especially during weekend. I am not satisfied with my UPS result at all especially my chemistry....i want to recheck but i t was not allowed even the answer papers were not return to the students. I don't know why they have this kind of system. The lecturers kept ask us not to look back just learn from mistake which we had done before...i felt that they are so funny. We did what mistake that we had done in the exam so how can we learn from it? So weird.... So, during the tutorial, i bravely ask my lecturer this question but she cant reply me with the accurate answer, she just turn back to the tutorial questions....
This is Fade......
But, We can still alter it with our determination.....
I hope.....
Friday, August 21, 2009
Friday, July 24, 2009
KB~ I am back!
Yea! Lastly, i can have my home-cook food with my family which is more delicious, more hygenic and more healthy than the food sold in KMNS! Can you believe that before this in KMNS, i ate kangkung with newspaper inside? "Newspaper!" at that moment i saw the news paper inside my plate, i felt that i really want to throw the whole plate of kangkung on the stall owner face! If the food is not delicious is OK for me but if the food is not hygenic, i will become MAD! I hate unhygenic food stall! However i didnt when to the stall to argue with the stall owner, i am not good in argueing =.='' but one of my friend from Kuantan took the whole plate of kangkung to the stall and showed it to the stall owner but the stall owner just gave him a normal reaction and ask " Nak Tukar Ke?"..... I will report as soon as i find the time to write the letter but i think the college won't take any action. This is the norm for them, if there is no student who died or hospitalise because of food poisoning, they will just ignore it!
Before i came back to KB, i went to Genting with my family. My brother as usual with his sleepy face... but... now he always busy sending sms... 3 min per 1 sms... and i know who the messages were sending to... ^^ but after sometimes, i felt that it was very annoying indeed, when my mum or dad talk to him, he will not reply them directly but after he finished sending his messages then he will just reply them.... and when i talk to him.... same treament! Hor! Hor! Hor! This is so rude! I found out that he now treating everyone with this kind of attitude, msm 1st, talk 2nd... after his L-life start! I don't know what to say but i just feel that it is not necessary to be so "devoted" in sms-ing his beloved GF and treat all the family members like vapour in the air... I hope that his academic result won't be affected but this is impossible i know... What i can do now is pray for him that his dear GF will inspired him to study and they wont face any problem untill thier SPM end. As i know, if there is anything happen, which lead to break-up, it is not good for both of them... and i ask my mum not to argue with him anymore but guide him, he is not that kind of boy that receive harsh comments and he don't like to be controlled by others, not even my dad... I really worried about that but not much that i can do now, Negeri 9 is so far from Kelantan and i can't come back home every weekend... sad..
1 week passed, but the assignment which i brought back to KB still kept inside my luggage... Oh this is not good! Next week will be a busy week for me!
Before i came back to KB, i went to Genting with my family. My brother as usual with his sleepy face... but... now he always busy sending sms... 3 min per 1 sms... and i know who the messages were sending to... ^^ but after sometimes, i felt that it was very annoying indeed, when my mum or dad talk to him, he will not reply them directly but after he finished sending his messages then he will just reply them.... and when i talk to him.... same treament! Hor! Hor! Hor! This is so rude! I found out that he now treating everyone with this kind of attitude, msm 1st, talk 2nd... after his L-life start! I don't know what to say but i just feel that it is not necessary to be so "devoted" in sms-ing his beloved GF and treat all the family members like vapour in the air... I hope that his academic result won't be affected but this is impossible i know... What i can do now is pray for him that his dear GF will inspired him to study and they wont face any problem untill thier SPM end. As i know, if there is anything happen, which lead to break-up, it is not good for both of them... and i ask my mum not to argue with him anymore but guide him, he is not that kind of boy that receive harsh comments and he don't like to be controlled by others, not even my dad... I really worried about that but not much that i can do now, Negeri 9 is so far from Kelantan and i can't come back home every weekend... sad..
1 week passed, but the assignment which i brought back to KB still kept inside my luggage... Oh this is not good! Next week will be a busy week for me!
Wednesday, July 22, 2009
16 July 09....
Woke up early in the morning, about 5.30 am, with a sadful soul.......
Althought i had classes today, but i planned to skip all the classes, inorder to attend my uncle's cremation ceremony.
In the past few days, I was so shocked when my cousin told me that my uncle was in critical condition and we prayed that he will get well soon, but fate always twist and turn...... and in the very morning of 14 July...I receive a message from my cousin, nervousness began to flush into my mind, i don't know what happened........ I was told that my uncle already rested in peace...... tear rolling in my eyes, i freezed on my bed for a few minutes..... Why it happened so fast? why? and i was furious, why my parents didnt told me that uncle was in critical condition before this?! I study at Negeri Sembilan and it is quite near to KL, and i should visit him. I feel so... so...regret...why i didnt ask my cousin earlier...
I knew that the ceremony will be held on 16 July, and coinsidently my exam is over in the morning of 15 July. After my physics paper, i quickly rushed to HEP and all the Subject Unit to take permission from the lecturers to leave the college tomorrow. Every lecturer seemed to be so helpful and cooperate but the last and the most "powerful" one is not so helpful. He was one of my college Pen. Ketua Pensyarah , he seemed didnt trust me at all.... i felt so mad that time.... will anyone use this to be an excuse to 'ponteng' class? He said that my parents should write a letter .... I said that this is an emergency, i am not able to ask my parents wrote the letter right now! I was so puzzled....stared at him, i don't know what to say....i just repeat and repeat my words "Tuan, Ini Emergency! ..." Then he just sign the letter for me........thanks god......
In that morning of 16 July, i quickly call Uncle Quan (Kereta Sapu) to fetch me up at 6.15am. The Pak Guard and Mak Guard were shocked when they saw me standing at the guard booth there early in the morning, i gave them the signed letter and they let me out, the Mak Guard who was on duty that day was so friendly indeed, she told me that it was better for me to come back to college before 7pm but it is ok if i late, she knew my situation indeed.... thank a lot ....
After reaching Seremban, i took KTM to Mid-Valley to meet my cousin there, but on the way to Mid-Valley, my cousin called me and told me that my KTM will stop at Kajang to give way to another train, so that mean i not able to reach there before the ceremony start...Oo...NO! However i still determined to go, i just sat on the commuter and just see whether the train will stop at Kajang or not.. Thanks God! it is not this commuter, it is another commuter which have to stop, so i was able to reach Mid-Valley and meet with my cousin there. After reaching the station, we quickly rushed to where the ceremony held.
When we reached there, i saw all my relative already there, with sadness on their face, I stood there with speechless, don't know what to say. It was so sad indeed...indeed...At the end of the ceremony I saw my late uncle was lying peacefully in the coffin and i can feel that peacefulness in my soul also. I knew that he didnt suffer from any pain and sickness now...
I believe god love uncle so much, he don't want uncle to suffer any longer... so he took uncle back with him to heaven....Which my uncle will live peacefully there ....with angles and our god....
Still.... deep in my heart i really hope my uncle can live more longer, why it happened so fast.....god.....god is the one who make the decision .....with reason.....god really love uncle....and he don't want uncle to suffer anymore i believe..........
Althought i had classes today, but i planned to skip all the classes, inorder to attend my uncle's cremation ceremony.
In the past few days, I was so shocked when my cousin told me that my uncle was in critical condition and we prayed that he will get well soon, but fate always twist and turn...... and in the very morning of 14 July...I receive a message from my cousin, nervousness began to flush into my mind, i don't know what happened........ I was told that my uncle already rested in peace...... tear rolling in my eyes, i freezed on my bed for a few minutes..... Why it happened so fast? why? and i was furious, why my parents didnt told me that uncle was in critical condition before this?! I study at Negeri Sembilan and it is quite near to KL, and i should visit him. I feel so... so...regret...why i didnt ask my cousin earlier...
I knew that the ceremony will be held on 16 July, and coinsidently my exam is over in the morning of 15 July. After my physics paper, i quickly rushed to HEP and all the Subject Unit to take permission from the lecturers to leave the college tomorrow. Every lecturer seemed to be so helpful and cooperate but the last and the most "powerful" one is not so helpful. He was one of my college Pen. Ketua Pensyarah , he seemed didnt trust me at all.... i felt so mad that time.... will anyone use this to be an excuse to 'ponteng' class? He said that my parents should write a letter .... I said that this is an emergency, i am not able to ask my parents wrote the letter right now! I was so puzzled....stared at him, i don't know what to say....i just repeat and repeat my words "Tuan, Ini Emergency! ..." Then he just sign the letter for me........thanks god......
In that morning of 16 July, i quickly call Uncle Quan (Kereta Sapu) to fetch me up at 6.15am. The Pak Guard and Mak Guard were shocked when they saw me standing at the guard booth there early in the morning, i gave them the signed letter and they let me out, the Mak Guard who was on duty that day was so friendly indeed, she told me that it was better for me to come back to college before 7pm but it is ok if i late, she knew my situation indeed.... thank a lot ....
After reaching Seremban, i took KTM to Mid-Valley to meet my cousin there, but on the way to Mid-Valley, my cousin called me and told me that my KTM will stop at Kajang to give way to another train, so that mean i not able to reach there before the ceremony start...Oo...NO! However i still determined to go, i just sat on the commuter and just see whether the train will stop at Kajang or not.. Thanks God! it is not this commuter, it is another commuter which have to stop, so i was able to reach Mid-Valley and meet with my cousin there. After reaching the station, we quickly rushed to where the ceremony held.
When we reached there, i saw all my relative already there, with sadness on their face, I stood there with speechless, don't know what to say. It was so sad indeed...indeed...At the end of the ceremony I saw my late uncle was lying peacefully in the coffin and i can feel that peacefulness in my soul also. I knew that he didnt suffer from any pain and sickness now...
I believe god love uncle so much, he don't want uncle to suffer any longer... so he took uncle back with him to heaven....Which my uncle will live peacefully there ....with angles and our god....
Still.... deep in my heart i really hope my uncle can live more longer, why it happened so fast.....god.....god is the one who make the decision .....with reason.....god really love uncle....and he don't want uncle to suffer anymore i believe..........
Monday, July 13, 2009
Holiday coming soon, but....UPS 1st ....
Yea!!! Next week will be our semester break ^.^ i hope that the day will come soon. However, before we go back to our lovely home, we have to endure with our UPS. Every subjects just 1 hour , contains 4 question for physics and chemistry papers and 7 question for mathematics paper. For the english paper, 2 comprehension and 1 essay, it is not as easy as we think it will be..... and my preparation for UPS is just 50 % i think, so i do hope that the math and phys paper which will be tested on tomorrow and the day after tomorrow will be not as hard my 1st physics quiz which failed me! This UPS marks will be added into our final exam marks. Althought it is just 10 marks but i think it is very important for me, very important indeed for a careless person such as me!
For the chemistry paper, althought it is not very hard but i did many carelesss mistake which i cannot forgive myself...
For the chemistry paper, althought it is not very hard but i did many carelesss mistake which i cannot forgive myself...
Thursday, June 18, 2009
Please Don't Stop The Muzic...
Life here in KMNS was somehow appear to be a hectic one, and i always feel very boring as there are only a few entertainment available here.... To overcome this kind of feeling, my earphone are always on my ears. I enjoy hearing musiz nowadays, especially when doing my homeworks, It is such a totally 180' degree change! Before this, when i study or doing homeworks, i must have a quite surrounding.
This week and last week has no different at all, every minute was so important, not to study but to complete my assignment and tutorial work.... =.='' What a sad thing....haiz.... i just hope in the coming week i will have more free time, to make revision and to play badmiton as others did!!! I want to play badminton so eagerly!!! Give me the time!!!
This week and last week has no different at all, every minute was so important, not to study but to complete my assignment and tutorial work.... =.='' What a sad thing....haiz.... i just hope in the coming week i will have more free time, to make revision and to play badmiton as others did!!! I want to play badminton so eagerly!!! Give me the time!!!
Wednesday, June 10, 2009
Times~Limit!
Although it is not hard for me to live independently but life in Metrics is very hectic and tiring for me. Everyday study from 8am untill 4pm, tired and exausting. During the 2nd week, every night, i had to discuss with my group's members about the english project, paper works, modal, presentations....it is very tired and i hate it. When i was back in my room, i was very tired indeed and i directly jump onto the bed and slept, leaving all my tutorial works on the table. I am second intake so i felt that what i need is to spend more time on study, doing tutorial works and revision, not on the presentation, project works or anything else that are not so important. I had many things to catch up with! I always "fishing" during the Lecturer classes nowadays....zzz...especially during the afternoon classes as before this i normally will have a nap during afternoon.
After the 2nd week, i thought that i will have my free time at night, yet another assignment waiting for me, the PRD's(Persatuan Rakan Dinamik) assignment. This is an extra co-curricular group that i participated in and very unfortunately i had been choosen to enter the Academics Group. It was such a disaster for me as i had to waste my time during night to discuss with my group members about the assignment. We had been given 1 week time to complete this task. For my group, we must 'present' Physics chapter 1 in the tutorial class next week every night from 8pm till 10pm. We will act like the lecturers, explaining the notes, give question to the students and answer the students questions. We will be judge by the students based on our performance and the will mark us. Therefore, we have to sacrifice our time to find the materials from the reference books in library and make some notes on the chapter that we will present next week then retype it again. Again, i have no time to do my revision.
The library was first the most condusive place to study and to have group discussion for me but just a few days ago, when i was doing my lab reports with my practicum's friends the ground floor, the libririan use the PA system to order all of us at the ground floor of the library to surrender our Metrics-card and i felt it is not fair for me and my friends who did not made any noise at all! Besides, we had to 'redeem' our card at OSC(one stop centre) and we had been given the 1st warning! It was very unfair for us indeed. The libririan was so 'EGO' indeed, he didnt want to hear our explaintion at all! Phew~!!! I am very furious about this as we had given 3 chances only, after the 3rd warning and there will be 'A-black-dot' in our school leaving cert which will affect our university application...
Life~Twisting~Time~Limited~
After the 2nd week, i thought that i will have my free time at night, yet another assignment waiting for me, the PRD's(Persatuan Rakan Dinamik) assignment. This is an extra co-curricular group that i participated in and very unfortunately i had been choosen to enter the Academics Group. It was such a disaster for me as i had to waste my time during night to discuss with my group members about the assignment. We had been given 1 week time to complete this task. For my group, we must 'present' Physics chapter 1 in the tutorial class next week every night from 8pm till 10pm. We will act like the lecturers, explaining the notes, give question to the students and answer the students questions. We will be judge by the students based on our performance and the will mark us. Therefore, we have to sacrifice our time to find the materials from the reference books in library and make some notes on the chapter that we will present next week then retype it again. Again, i have no time to do my revision.
The library was first the most condusive place to study and to have group discussion for me but just a few days ago, when i was doing my lab reports with my practicum's friends the ground floor, the libririan use the PA system to order all of us at the ground floor of the library to surrender our Metrics-card and i felt it is not fair for me and my friends who did not made any noise at all! Besides, we had to 'redeem' our card at OSC(one stop centre) and we had been given the 1st warning! It was very unfair for us indeed. The libririan was so 'EGO' indeed, he didnt want to hear our explaintion at all! Phew~!!! I am very furious about this as we had given 3 chances only, after the 3rd warning and there will be 'A-black-dot' in our school leaving cert which will affect our university application...
Life~Twisting~Time~Limited~
Friday, May 29, 2009
KMNS Life~
Here am i, first time stepped on the Negeri Sembilan's ground. Hmm..... feel so different indeed... very different from Kota Bharu. KMNS was situated on the valley, with several mountains around. The environment here was very nice, just the hostel is a little bit old. Anyway, it was not as worst as i think before.
From the moment i made my decision to take metriculation, i knew that i must really work hard. "Metriculation is not as easy as you think!!!"especially for those second intake one.This is what i learned after staying here for several days. We must catch up many things that we missed, the tutorial works, the assignments, the projects......WEW!!! So tired indeed!!! Here, i have to wash my clothes by myself, arrange my time table properly, self-study and group study. I have to change my life style now, there will be no ASTRO, no Home-cook foods....
However, i still can enjoy my life here, be an independent boy. My roomates were all malay, 1 from Machang, 1 from Puchong, Selangor and 1 from Klang Valley there... They are so nice and humble, very humble indeed. They are very hard-working too, they will study till 1am++.... Me? After I completed some assignments then i will directly went to sleep. I felt so emberassed....haha....but i was really really tired that time, as i had to attend the boring orientation programmes every night for nearly 2 hours.....zzz.... There were nearly 20 chinese in this 2nd intake class. All of them are genius indeed, OMG, nearly all of them scored straight!!! Some from perak, some from penang, some from sabah and some from pahang. We planed to have an outing tommorow to seremban for "TERMINATOR SLAVATION" , huhu.. i am not able to go with them as i had 1 english project to complete =.='' I was so lucky that my class had 4 chinese, 1 indian and 18 malay, a well mixed class for me. Some of them are very enjoyable to talk, some are very dull, some are very serious and some are very "hiao" indeed....haha..... i still remain what i am ..... lol.... sometimes can chat till "Siao" sometime very cool...
The foods here were not as delicious as what Kelantan had of course but still 'eatable'...haha....nearly everyday curry chicken, mixed vege, eggs and a cup of teh-tarik , milo, or nescafe. OMG!!! the drinks here contain nearly 80% of sugar rather than milo or nescafe =.=
i can dilute it with my drinking water for 3 times...... still nothing changed much....... it was so 'think' indeed!!! I think i suffer from diabetese soon if i drink it everyday for 1 year... really had to think another way to make me some 'healthy-drinks'. I missed home-cooked , kelantan nasi dagang......=.=''
Their dialete here also very different from kelantan dialete indeed and their style is different. I know this from our college' Ketua Pensyarah. He gave us a talk with many dialete which i didnt heard before like 'mampoi', 'ketiao'....??? What is this??? haha..... anyway, he was an enjoyble man... i didnt saw any 'principle' like this before... He like simple formal wear... This made me and guo jing thought that he was a 'Penjaga' at the first sight we saw him.....hahaa... Some lecturers are so dedicated like my math and physics tutor, some are very very damn boring and lazy......zzz..... differnt people diffent style.... anyway i had to suite myself here, form my study group and be more determined and hard-working than before :)
*there will be many wrong words, no time checking, forgive me....
From the moment i made my decision to take metriculation, i knew that i must really work hard. "Metriculation is not as easy as you think!!!"especially for those second intake one.This is what i learned after staying here for several days. We must catch up many things that we missed, the tutorial works, the assignments, the projects......WEW!!! So tired indeed!!! Here, i have to wash my clothes by myself, arrange my time table properly, self-study and group study. I have to change my life style now, there will be no ASTRO, no Home-cook foods....
However, i still can enjoy my life here, be an independent boy. My roomates were all malay, 1 from Machang, 1 from Puchong, Selangor and 1 from Klang Valley there... They are so nice and humble, very humble indeed. They are very hard-working too, they will study till 1am++.... Me? After I completed some assignments then i will directly went to sleep. I felt so emberassed....haha....but i was really really tired that time, as i had to attend the boring orientation programmes every night for nearly 2 hours.....zzz.... There were nearly 20 chinese in this 2nd intake class. All of them are genius indeed, OMG, nearly all of them scored straight!!! Some from perak, some from penang, some from sabah and some from pahang. We planed to have an outing tommorow to seremban for "TERMINATOR SLAVATION" , huhu.. i am not able to go with them as i had 1 english project to complete =.='' I was so lucky that my class had 4 chinese, 1 indian and 18 malay, a well mixed class for me. Some of them are very enjoyable to talk, some are very dull, some are very serious and some are very "hiao" indeed....haha..... i still remain what i am ..... lol.... sometimes can chat till "Siao" sometime very cool...
The foods here were not as delicious as what Kelantan had of course but still 'eatable'...haha....nearly everyday curry chicken, mixed vege, eggs and a cup of teh-tarik , milo, or nescafe. OMG!!! the drinks here contain nearly 80% of sugar rather than milo or nescafe =.=
i can dilute it with my drinking water for 3 times...... still nothing changed much....... it was so 'think' indeed!!! I think i suffer from diabetese soon if i drink it everyday for 1 year... really had to think another way to make me some 'healthy-drinks'. I missed home-cooked , kelantan nasi dagang......=.=''
Their dialete here also very different from kelantan dialete indeed and their style is different. I know this from our college' Ketua Pensyarah. He gave us a talk with many dialete which i didnt heard before like 'mampoi', 'ketiao'....??? What is this??? haha..... anyway, he was an enjoyble man... i didnt saw any 'principle' like this before... He like simple formal wear... This made me and guo jing thought that he was a 'Penjaga' at the first sight we saw him.....hahaa... Some lecturers are so dedicated like my math and physics tutor, some are very very damn boring and lazy......zzz..... differnt people diffent style.... anyway i had to suite myself here, form my study group and be more determined and hard-working than before :)
*there will be many wrong words, no time checking, forgive me....
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