Friday, July 24, 2009

KB~ I am back!

Yea! Lastly, i can have my home-cook food with my family which is more delicious, more hygenic and more healthy than the food sold in KMNS! Can you believe that before this in KMNS, i ate kangkung with newspaper inside? "Newspaper!" at that moment i saw the news paper inside my plate, i felt that i really want to throw the whole plate of kangkung on the stall owner face! If the food is not delicious is OK for me but if the food is not hygenic, i will become MAD! I hate unhygenic food stall! However i didnt when to the stall to argue with the stall owner, i am not good in argueing =.='' but one of my friend from Kuantan took the whole plate of kangkung to the stall and showed it to the stall owner but the stall owner just gave him a normal reaction and ask " Nak Tukar Ke?"..... I will report as soon as i find the time to write the letter but i think the college won't take any action. This is the norm for them, if there is no student who died or hospitalise because of food poisoning, they will just ignore it!

Before i came back to KB, i went to Genting with my family. My brother as usual with his sleepy face... but... now he always busy sending sms... 3 min per 1 sms... and i know who the messages were sending to... ^^ but after sometimes, i felt that it was very annoying indeed, when my mum or dad talk to him, he will not reply them directly but after he finished sending his messages then he will just reply them.... and when i talk to him.... same treament! Hor! Hor! Hor! This is so rude! I found out that he now treating everyone with this kind of attitude, msm 1st, talk 2nd... after his L-life start! I don't know what to say but i just feel that it is not necessary to be so "devoted" in sms-ing his beloved GF and treat all the family members like vapour in the air... I hope that his academic result won't be affected but this is impossible i know... What i can do now is pray for him that his dear GF will inspired him to study and they wont face any problem untill thier SPM end. As i know, if there is anything happen, which lead to break-up, it is not good for both of them... and i ask my mum not to argue with him anymore but guide him, he is not that kind of boy that receive harsh comments and he don't like to be controlled by others, not even my dad... I really worried about that but not much that i can do now, Negeri 9 is so far from Kelantan and i can't come back home every weekend... sad..

1 week passed, but the assignment which i brought back to KB still kept inside my luggage... Oh this is not good! Next week will be a busy week for me!

Wednesday, July 22, 2009

16 July 09....

Woke up early in the morning, about 5.30 am, with a sadful soul.......

Althought i had classes today, but i planned to skip all the classes, inorder to attend my uncle's cremation ceremony.

In the past few days, I was so shocked when my cousin told me that my uncle was in critical condition and we prayed that he will get well soon, but fate always twist and turn...... and in the very morning of 14 July...I receive a message from my cousin, nervousness began to flush into my mind, i don't know what happened........ I was told that my uncle already rested in peace...... tear rolling in my eyes, i freezed on my bed for a few minutes..... Why it happened so fast? why? and i was furious, why my parents didnt told me that uncle was in critical condition before this?! I study at Negeri Sembilan and it is quite near to KL, and i should visit him. I feel so... so...regret...why i didnt ask my cousin earlier...

I knew that the ceremony will be held on 16 July, and coinsidently my exam is over in the morning of 15 July. After my physics paper, i quickly rushed to HEP and all the Subject Unit to take permission from the lecturers to leave the college tomorrow. Every lecturer seemed to be so helpful and cooperate but the last and the most "powerful" one is not so helpful. He was one of my college Pen. Ketua Pensyarah , he seemed didnt trust me at all.... i felt so mad that time.... will anyone use this to be an excuse to 'ponteng' class? He said that my parents should write a letter .... I said that this is an emergency, i am not able to ask my parents wrote the letter right now! I was so puzzled....stared at him, i don't know what to say....i just repeat and repeat my words "Tuan, Ini Emergency! ..." Then he just sign the letter for me........thanks god......

In that morning of 16 July, i quickly call Uncle Quan (Kereta Sapu) to fetch me up at 6.15am. The Pak Guard and Mak Guard were shocked when they saw me standing at the guard booth there early in the morning, i gave them the signed letter and they let me out, the Mak Guard who was on duty that day was so friendly indeed, she told me that it was better for me to come back to college before 7pm but it is ok if i late, she knew my situation indeed.... thank a lot ....

After reaching Seremban, i took KTM to Mid-Valley to meet my cousin there, but on the way to Mid-Valley, my cousin called me and told me that my KTM will stop at Kajang to give way to another train, so that mean i not able to reach there before the ceremony start...Oo...NO! However i still determined to go, i just sat on the commuter and just see whether the train will stop at Kajang or not.. Thanks God! it is not this commuter, it is another commuter which have to stop, so i was able to reach Mid-Valley and meet with my cousin there. After reaching the station, we quickly rushed to where the ceremony held.

When we reached there, i saw all my relative already there, with sadness on their face, I stood there with speechless, don't know what to say. It was so sad indeed...indeed...At the end of the ceremony I saw my late uncle was lying peacefully in the coffin and i can feel that peacefulness in my soul also. I knew that he didnt suffer from any pain and sickness now...

I believe god love uncle so much, he don't want uncle to suffer any longer... so he took uncle back with him to heaven....Which my uncle will live peacefully there ....with angles and our god....

Still.... deep in my heart i really hope my uncle can live more longer, why it happened so fast.....god.....god is the one who make the decision .....with reason.....god really love uncle....and he don't want uncle to suffer anymore i believe..........

Monday, July 13, 2009

Holiday coming soon, but....UPS 1st ....

Yea!!! Next week will be our semester break ^.^ i hope that the day will come soon. However, before we go back to our lovely home, we have to endure with our UPS. Every subjects just 1 hour , contains 4 question for physics and chemistry papers and 7 question for mathematics paper. For the english paper, 2 comprehension and 1 essay, it is not as easy as we think it will be..... and my preparation for UPS is just 50 % i think, so i do hope that the math and phys paper which will be tested on tomorrow and the day after tomorrow will be not as hard my 1st physics quiz which failed me! This UPS marks will be added into our final exam marks. Althought it is just 10 marks but i think it is very important for me, very important indeed for a careless person such as me!

For the chemistry paper, althought it is not very hard but i did many carelesss mistake which i cannot forgive myself...